.Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ' 12:35 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i'm really sorri...
firstly i'm gonna say sorri to everyone who i have hurt...u shld know who u are... and u shld know the reason why...but juz give me times okie...
i hope that u guys will understand mi...i juz now really siding anyone...i'm only juz there to lend her a listening ear...cuz no matter what we are still classmates...i know u guys may heard of others things...but i juz only wanna accompany her...and i noe that after the problem have solve...i will be neglected...i think i'll be alone...i know the consequence...i juz kind reject a person...i can't ignore the person...although many had asked mi to...sorri...i'm really sorri...
in fact yesterday, i cried till i slept...cuz i'm really too stress...i really dunno what to do...after much thinking...i still choose the route...i still choose to stay with her for the timw being...and i know that u all will distance mi becuz of the particular person...i will accept cuz i deserve it...sorri...i am really feeling sorri to neglect you all...one thing i actually hurt most...haiz...juz forget it...i dunno how to say...
i'm really sorri to the particular person...i may not be with u all the times...but whenever u need mi i will be there...i think becuz of this particular person...i have hurt many people...and having them to get distance away from me...sorry...i juz can't say anything...if u need a listening ear...i'll be there...
this is to my girlfriend...sorri for giving u attitude on that day...i was really confuse...and i feel very sad when u say a few things...i know that no matter how u hate the person...juz forget the person treat that the person is not there...i shld have thold u early that there will be such things happen...and i wanna tell u that i'm not interrupting to their affair...i hope u will know...and i know that u are tolerating mi...so i also wanna thank u for tolerating mi...
this is to my baobeii...i miss u...i got a lot things to tell u...i juz dunno how to sort out my feeling...my confusion...my unknown...my thoughts...i know that u will help mi...but i duno how to tell u or start to tell you...
if anyone of u read such post pls forgive for my language...for my misunderstanding to u...anything...can juz tell mi...i am really sorri to you people...
