.Thursday, February 21, 2008 ' 12:59 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
Miss Late Queen is here...
hahaz..yes it's being going to 2 mths but not yet...since i last blog...hahaz...i've being nag by my frenzy to blog about some stuff...
hahaz...exam coming...i have to study but i just can't memorize any single things from the notes...yesterday went back to school for lecture....before that, meet up with nish to ikea to eat...n i gonna say sorri nish...i'm late again... hahaz...of course i cabbed down again n was nag by nish...hehez... n yes i admit that i spent most of my money on cab....hahaz...den after that we cabbed to school...is near so is okie for us...hahaz...before lecture start...we sat outside Lt with shi ning n her frenz clarissa i think...we crapped alot...about her n john...hahaz...den go for lecture...it i was boring n the remedial lecture was extended another 1/2 hr...what the f---...den i wen to have an hair cut again...cuz yp n pearl went for hair treatment...hahaz..i think i got a hair cut is equivalent to nothing...hahaz...okie den asked yp to go pepper lunch for dinner...
den i had actually spent the whole day at home...actualy gonna go out but in the end cancel...so nothing...hahaz...
i read a frenz blog...n i didnt notice that recently this person had so many things happening on this person n i realize nothing...n i not sure if is it refering to me...sorri if yes...i've being slow...n i had not think about ur feeling...i hope it is still not late to change or to mend back the friendship...sorri... i realize that a lot of things are not up to what we think or what we assume...so i try my best to take into thought of everything in the surrounding...not long, i just realize that my family has actually pinned high hope on me...they actually want me to study hard to get into university...n i suddenly feel the stress... i am trying my best...i would say that...i feel the stress is because i have being taking things for granted...and nv thought of those ppl around mi...n getting into a uni is my family's wish but it actually also benefit mi in my future work...n i know that i have to grow up one day...i should learn to be independent n not rely on anyone...but i can't for the time being...n i know that there will be people saying... why can't...i have a limit in my life...i just can't take it anymore...
