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2010-03-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

Haha...it's been long long time since i blog here....haha....i have been using livejournal instead...but of course updating wasn't consistent enough...

Frenz have been asking what i want for my birthday present.

Such questions trouble me for long long time.

I know i am rather greedy.... But i dun expect people to get it for me...

It is very very very expensive...

Wishlist...

1. Canon Photo Printer ( I think a bit useless, i think i will seldom use)
2. I-touch ( It's too expensive to get it, i think i will save money to buy it)
3. Laptop ( It is said to be as a gift by my father)
4. Oven ( Recently, i've got interest in baking, haha, it will be a gift from my aunt)
5. Poleroid ( I've got a feeling, i'll be getting from some one or group of frenz)
6. Underwater camera ( I've got it last week - with my love paying for me haha$8)
7. Lollipop Phone ( Recently i am so craze over BigBang. this is one of the brand that they endorse for. The blue and black one is rather not bad. But it's too expensive, haha girls i think u can sponsor me)
8. NDS. (My mum and aunt have been snatching with me the nds, which my frenz lend it to me)
9. HAha...all i want is really expensive....haha and my lloves help me think of one thing that which ppl can suggest to give me is -----> ang bao...haha...

sorry ppll, i can't think of any other thing...

sorry sorry...i think it would be best that...you all just come and celebrate with me...and treat yourself as a gift to be...and let me have a great moment...thanks.

2008-11-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

Okie...another place for me to vent my anger.... i am just too angry...getting all the dunnos or rejecting...saying not going with valid reasons are excusable... but with those saying their busy pls...dun come tell me... i am annoyed by all this things...and i think that....it is really not the time to have chalet...shall just go one person house to celebrate...or whatever...omg... it thought because it is already holiday, it may be the best time for gathering... i seemed to be selfish...just because of i'm not in singapore...okie...i am sorry... and i think that i shouldn't have done so much...like helping them to sms... people dun care...why should i... and i know that there won't be people reading this blog....so i can blog all i want... getting no reply from others really waste my money....fuxk sia... i really feel irritated by this issue...why am i so angry....just because i dun feel worth it for another... fuck fuck fuck....i really cannot stand it sia.... omg....

2008-11-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, Nov 18, i shall post it here, because Livejournal is under maintenance, although i don't blog much things....just that today, i got nothing to do, so shall actually blog something, and keep this blog alive once in a while okie... ANYONE THAT READ THIS BLOG, THERE IS A NEWS TO YOU GUYS, N1 GATHERING IS ON 15-17 DEC AT PASIR RIS DOWNTOWN EAST OKIE...AND THIS TIME ROUND PLS PAY KKS...NOT SURE HOW MUCH CUZ GONNA ASK THE ORGANIZER...WAHAHA...

ok, maybe i check le then i'll post and update u all again....

2008-06-29T22:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MAY...

this is year again, another time for not celebrating May May's bdae...but luckily this time got her dearest boyfriend to help her celebrate(i think so) but anyway just to wish happy birthday...

not saying so much things... i am chiong-ing my project...so shouldn't say much liao...erm anyway i have updated thing at livejournal...

2008-06-07T23:58:00.007+08:00

on the 31 may 2008...
i had went to my friend's baby boy 1 yr old bdae...he's cute but didnt manage to take picture with him...but nvm...i had photos with others...erm let photos speak out what i want to say...enjoy...melia n sa

jia ling n mi

ladies who are playful

shan amelia n sa

the five

the mummy n her daughter(cannot see her she's cute...)

the end

2008-05-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

hahaz...it shall be of different posting in lj n blogger...okie okie....

i wanna say is that i wanna learn dance so much, hahaaz... but i nv had the motivation to go find it, no1 reason i have no money to allow mi to learn dance, no2 there are so many project work waiting to be completed. no3 there are so much surrounding problem for mi to not going to learn dance, anyone is willing to teach be for free...i will greatly appreciate it...how i wish one day i can perform with any pop star...ahahaz...especially RAIN...hahaz i must be dreaming, and yes i am dreaming because is already at night...i think i'm not going to study until sat..i think....i can't memorize anything now okie...ahahaz...

u ppl can actually check out my lj for latest post...ya the latest post..,haha
that shall be all for today...

and peeps... GOOD LUCKs for ur MID SEM TESTs

2008-05-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

hi readers...i got my entry posted in livejournal...

linky : http://cher-dajie.livejournal.com/1142.html

2008-05-11T00:36:00.004+08:00

yeah yeah...for this post go check the livejournal of mine..

but this blog is not going to close down...

sad to say..it be depending on my mood to update on either one ...hahaz...

linky:http://cher-dajie.livejournal.com/

2008-03-30T12:20:00.004+08:00

I WANNA REBOND MY HAIR!!!

hahaz... some people will gonna kill mi if they see that...and some people who know mi...will know why i wanna rebond my hair...hahaz...when i rebond le den i'll upload the photo...but not now...hahaz...okie okie...erm today is 30march2008...everything have passed...so i'll not upload about what i have done for the pass few weeks...i shall look forward...

but there's one thing i wanna say...i feel quite sad that this particular person had not celebrated with mi for two years...n that was one of my wishes when i was 16 or 17...in fact since 14 hahaz...okie okie...i know that i write till like ppl who read should know who this person is...but it's all gone...i shall look forward...right....hahaz...maybe i shall look forward to another person who is willing to celebrate with mi for the rest of my life hahaz...together with my frenzy...hahaz...correct...hahaz...

okie currently mi...still looking for job...okie...not job wanna offer mi...okie i must admit that i only send my interview to only 1 company...but still no reply...i shall try harder correct...hahaz..

that all i wanna complaint about and also to tell you people about...i know that this will make people bored but just bear with me...hahaz...ya that's all i wanna blog about...

2008-03-10T04:39:00.004+08:00

haha...another day had passed...it is now 10 march...

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JIA HUI...

but what i'm going to update with u ppl is yesterday 9 march 2008...n of course is yesterday thing as now i 4.41am only...i dunno what going to happy later okie okie...

hahaz...yesterday, my family had celebrated my grandma's bdae...hahaz...is her 67th bdae...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA...

okie okie...we went to buy a gold pendant for her...n the we are my two siblings n my cousin n of course mi...it is a small pendant that actually bao ping an...is means the pendant is bring on peace all year...hahaz...i know my english is fucking suck...erm just bear with it okie...understand can le...hahaz...

okie okie since my english is suck so i shall share with u some photo instead...

hahaz it is this picture as she likes to gamble...n you know gamble will prevent a person from dementia hahaz...

she seem to be the lead of the day...hahaz...

another her n mi...

hahaz...so this is my grandmother...

i believe that this is her favourite cake...hahaz..

they are the important people in my life...

we are the young...

the moment that i will always remember...

they are the older generation hahaz...let mi intro them to u...

my 4rd uncle...my mum, my grandma, my 3rd aunt, my younger aunt, my 1st uncle...

the big eyes boy...chevin...

hahaz...i seem to act cute here..but to come to the fact i can nv be cuter than him, i know...hahaz...

okie okie...that's all i have a few more...but are nothing much...okie okie...that's all that i wanna share with u....and i have quite a hard time uploading the photos...hahaz...thx...take care ppl...

2008-03-09T03:11:00.003+08:00

okie okie....erm now is already 9 march 2008 3.11am...

and i haven sleep...okie okie...watching hei tang ma qi duo...brown sugar macchiato...but before updating u of my another boring day i got to wish all the following ppl

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY...

TO: JOYCE, VERON (steph's frenz) n Karen...

okie all are same yr de...

okie okie now got to update u with my another boring, stoning, rotting day...i slept for the whole that's why now i am here to update u, my day...

i was told that they had planned for my birthday...sad question to ask...if can...am i able to ask a few more ppl to go...hehe...just a casual remark....

i am glad that this time round is my poly frenz who help mi celebrating...my past few years were all my secondary classmates...actually i would like them to join mi this time round too..hahaz...why i sounded so dajie de...as in ah lian kind of dajie...who demand so much...hahaz...okie okie...i shall end here maybe...

i want to know -----...hahaz...just a casual flash through my mind...hahaz...

2008-03-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

7 march 2008...

okie okie..nothing much to blog okie...but at least update with u ppl who is reading this blog...erm okie...this two days at home is a fucking boring day...erm on the 6 march 2008...went out with my two siblings n friend (1 only) to kpool at AMK...boring...i fucking lousy in that lar...hahaz...a while only...and we went back...lucky got them to go out...cuz i rather lazy to go out in the afternoon...is rather hot okie...and this few days the weather seem so erm you know...hahaz..

okie then is today...i just came back from helping my mum do something important n also accompanying my younger brother to go try on his latin dance costume...which needed for alteration again...at Concorde Shopping Centre...such a wuloo place to go..sianz...then cab home...waste money...lorx...hahaz..

den just now had a short check with Mr jackson...he is going to work at Taka, the royal sporting house, under the adidas brand...the main point is adidas...hahaz...just telling you that where he is working...hahaz...

I WANNA WORK AT NOVO...
AMELIA WHEN ARE U FREE??? CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO GO INTERVIEW AT UR COMPANY THERE..AFTER 17 MARCH 2008...HAHAZ...

2008-03-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

haiz...4th march...2008

another day for mi to rot liao...nothing much that i had done...just went out with my aunt till evening... actually goonna go to look for job...but frankly speaking...i don't have the mood to work during this holiday...and this is the holiday where i'm damn broke...haiz...den still want mi go zouk(to the girls) i got no money...hahaz...

how how how....how how how...

Qn :why must we work?
:why is money to everything?
:why is time passing so slow now when we have nothing to do?
:why i have so many why questions?
:why is my question not ending...hahaz?

Ans: to earn money
: there is no free lunch in this work (direct translate from chinese)
: cause i'm lazying ard doing nothing...
: cuz i'm a nuisance...
: it end when my day ends (dead)...

hahaz...what a stupid post....that i''m posting...nonsense only....hahaz..
sorry for wasting the time...but at least i posted something...if not my blog really going dead...hahaz...

2008-03-03T06:05:00.002+08:00

on the 2nd march 08...

it was my rotting day...hahahaz...my whole family went to malaysia...my elder bro who is in NS cannot come home becuz of the stupid farking terrorist...i did have frenz who asked me out...but i rejected cuz the main reason is i have no money...haha... anyway i'm lazy to go out too...

i woke up at 9am..seldom so early...also dunno why... do my house cleaning den at twelve went to buy food...erm then, i continue my house chores...later at 3pm... i cooked spaghetti...i wouldn't say it is damn delicious but still edible..hahaz...den i rest a while...watching tv...den i fell asleep...pig sia...hahahz...i woke up at 7pm...den when to SHOP n SAVE to buy bread for my dinner...hahaz...actually i wanna call someone to go for dinner...but dunno who to call...hhaahz...that's the reason..hahahz...

alone at home quite fun...can do whatever i want..hahaz...even doing house chores nobody is there to obstruct u...hahaz...n i got somehow a day experience of living alone...and this give mi the experience when i'm much older when i can afford a flat for myself...haahaz...

quite a boring day, in fact...nothing special...hahaz...just whole day at home experience...hahaz..

2008-02-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

Miss Late Queen is here...

hahaz..yes it's being going to 2 mths but not yet...since i last blog...hahaz...i've being nag by my frenzy to blog about some stuff...

hahaz...exam coming...i have to study but i just can't memorize any single things from the notes...yesterday went back to school for lecture....before that, meet up with nish to ikea to eat...n i gonna say sorri nish...i'm late again... hahaz...of course i cabbed down again n was nag by nish...hehez... n yes i admit that i spent most of my money on cab....hahaz...den after that we cabbed to school...is near so is okie for us...hahaz...before lecture start...we sat outside Lt with shi ning n her frenz clarissa i think...we crapped alot...about her n john...hahaz...den go for lecture...it i was boring n the remedial lecture was extended another 1/2 hr...what the f---...den i wen to have an hair cut again...cuz yp n pearl went for hair treatment...hahaz..i think i got a hair cut is equivalent to nothing...hahaz...okie den asked yp to go pepper lunch for dinner...

den i had actually spent the whole day at home...actualy gonna go out but in the end cancel...so nothing...hahaz...

i read a frenz blog...n i didnt notice that recently this person had so many things happening on this person n i realize nothing...n i not sure if is it refering to me...sorri if yes...i've being slow...n i had not think about ur feeling...i hope it is still not late to change or to mend back the friendship...sorri...

i realize that a lot of things are not up to what we think or what we assume...so i try my best to take into thought of everything in the surrounding...

not long, i just realize that my family has actually pinned high hope on me...they actually want me to study hard to get into university...n i suddenly feel the stress... i am trying my best...

i would say that...i feel the stress is because i have being taking things for granted...and nv thought of those ppl around mi...n getting into a uni is my family's wish but it actually also benefit mi in my future work...n i know that i have to grow up one day...i should learn to be independent n not rely on anyone...but i can't for the time being...n i know that there will be people saying... why can't...i have a limit in my life...i just can't take it anymore...

2008-01-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY...

okie okie...it is 12.40am and it is 1jan08...and i am going to blog about my x'mas last yr...which is 23 dec 07 n 24 dec 07

let see some photos n i shall talk about what u see in the photos...erm u may click to enlarge for some detail pictures if u want to...

okie okie on the 23 dec...i went out with my beloved sisters...to dinner or rather i can say it was supper...hahaz...went to kbox...hahaz...i would say that we are lucky...actually not really is just that the manager pity us...as at first we were standing at the counter discussing how much we have for kboxing...quite a long period...then the manager came to ask "how much is our budget..." quite a few mins of conver. the outcome from the manager was..."okie, i'll charge the amount of four instead of five...n each of us save about like 5 to 7 bucks i think...hahaz...counted lucky though...hahaz...okie okie we sang till six n take mrt home...

n we cam whore in the mrt...see the above pictures...all thanks to me that i bought cam too...hahaz...erm then i had ended my day as early as in 7am i slept...n i'm suppose to meet my com skill group members at 9am...i shall say sorry to them...for being late...for twice...when they got to wait for mi...there shall be no third times for mi...
okie okei after my proj. meeting...went to meet steph...accompany her to buy x'mas present for her mum's frenz...den we cam whore out ngee ann city the staircase there...hahaz...before we go off on our own way...we asked two different passers by to help us to take photos...on our way back... we were saying...we shall ask more people to go out..so can help us take photos...n the outcome for the best person to help take photos...is TAN WEI YONG WILLIAM...the reason is simple...becuz...he does not like to take photos of himself...n he is willing to help others take photos...hahaz...that's shall be outcome...hahaz...

okie okie i shall end here...going to meet von for supper...at mac...i think...soon..hahaz..so take care everybody...n happy2008

2007-12-22T02:08:00.001+08:00

okie this shall be another post of expressing my thoughts...

there are lots of question that i ask myself...

why am i so selfish?
why am i not getting what i want?
why am i encountering such things in my life?
why am i doing so much for?
why am i not satisfy with what i have?
why am i being so materialistic?
why am i thinking so much?

what am i suppose to do?

who am i referring those question to?
who am i going to turn to, at the most critical time?
who am i now?

how am i going to tell you the problem?
how am i going to face the problem with the person?

out of all this question i asked myself during the problem happened...
i kept this question to myself just to avoid arguement...
i drop this subject, just because i am running away from reality...

frankly speaking i realize no one understand me...except myself... this goes to everyone...
Do you agree?

2007-12-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

okie okie on wednesday 19 dec 2007... went out with the girls to chomp chomp...erm got andrea joanne steph n von...later at night...at ard nine plus...our two army boys came...yihong n wenxing came...hahaz...they botak look so much better than before... this is what all the five girls think...haha... erm drea steph von n i went off early at 11 plus... erm while others continue to stay there... okie.... during our dinner... we saw my used to be crush...hahaz... den our conversation was.." Hi.." n " Bye"... we didnt talk... haha... okie okie although he's skinny...but he ate a lot...hahaz..that's what i can say....hahaz..

okie okie i shall not talk much let's share some photo...kks...hahaz...

the girls who started taking picture first...hahaz

cam whore session of steph n me

okie that's the end of all...

2007-12-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

hahaz...it's a tiring day on 15/12/07...cuz i release from work at 1130pm..i reach home at 1215am...i am really damn tired...today my bro came..n i said his frenz cute...hahaz...that's sonunded weird...but i am disappointed with them...haiz long story...erm anyway that not important...i met lotsa and lotsa...of damn f---ing customers...so troublesome...haiz but that's work i got no choice...today is the second of holiday for mi..n i am f---ing boring...actually i told myself not to scolf anymore vulgar...although i can't but i'm trying...hahaz...another thing sad to say...actually ie wondering if i wanna go for the gathering on 19/12/07...hahaz...i feel like going becuz i not seen them for a period of time...i dun feel like going becuz i also dunno what's the reason...sorry for that if anyone reads it...haiz...sianz...recently i really dunno what had happen to me...haiz...sianz...

teresa I MISS YOU...
ever since u go back phillipines...i miss u...haiz...i hope u are still in our shop...u are really a great helper... i really not use to it... sometime i will almost wanna shout " TED... can u help mi take this stock...thx ya" hahaz come to second thought u already not here...hahaz...

haiz...i miss my baobeii...i think it's about a month plus since the last meeting...i miss u too... hahaz...hope to see u soon... erm on the christmas eve...actually i wanna ask u if u wanna try working from suntec to orchard the whole stretch... down the road...walk till morning...as most prob on the christmas day itself i not working most prob but cannot confirm...hahaz...erm see if u all wan...erm cuz i really dunno what to do...erm anyway i hope u read this...hahaz...sometime without u ard i got lotsa of things to tell u...when i get to see u...i already forgotten what i wanna tell u...

lastly to this particular person...i actually still miss u...heard that u are going somewhere else... i hope u take care...this time rd...may not be able to celebrate x'mas together...anyway i'll msg u again to see if u are free...trying to meet u...but ended up also cannot...hahaz... (i'm dare to write this...becuz...i am sure that the particular person won't get to read this blog...hahaz)

hahaz that's the end...thx for reading...

2007-12-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

hahaz...recently i wasn't in a good mood...i shall say sorri to those who i actually give attitude to...i'm really sorry...but what can i say...it will nv be the same anymore...sorry for pl who read...and actually hurt u or rather say something not nice to u...but i just wanna pour all my feeling out...it is a torture to bottle up the feeling of unhappiness... or whatever it is...

okie okie recently...i think a lot lot more... i'm just wondering is my attitude change toward u or is ur attitude change towards me...i noe it is a sensitive word to use...but i hope is my attitude change...n i shall be sorry for that... it is becuz i will feel clueless to what the conversation u all are talking... that why i feel bored... this make me didnt want to talk... in another words of saying i'm actually the odd one out... but i shldn't blame on anyone...as i just anti-social...

1 thing that make me sad today...was actually in bus...clar asked me...where u all going... i'm clueless...so i say i dunno...den i say mayb u all going home...when i noe that u all going down...i also dunno why my feeling was really damn bad...in addition i was listening to those emo song... i actually cried for no reason... i also dunno why...

after reading this... u may be thinking that i actually trying to control ur life... but actually i think i am thinking too much... i noe this may create a quarrel but i hope not... so during this two weeks of holiday... i will think over of what had i done... i may not contact u guys for this period of times...so please forgive mi... frankly speaking... this is the first time... i may feel left out... or maybe i would say i had isolate myself... so i'm sorry for all the cause to u guys...thanks for being there for me...

but what can i say..i hate the way i am now... and i shall say i think it will nv be the same as last time we used to be... SORRY...

sorry if i had say something not nice or hurtful...sorry...pls forgive...

2007-11-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

okie okie...i'm gonna say it is quite sometimes since my last post...

at this moments of time...i just can't stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks...i'm sad because my mum had actually made an empty promise...i expected that this week i can buy a new handphone...but in the end...the answer is no...i think i got to wait for another one more year to actually thinks that my wish will come true...some ppl may find it amuse...what is that to cry for...just save up money n buy it...i could say that...at this moment i finally understand the feeling of actually a mom to make empty promises...i understand YOUR feeling...if u read it...you shld know who u are... sorry for last time i don't really understand feeling...

okie now...i'm feeling rather slightly better after having to say what i wanna say...

2007-10-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

okie and this post is going to say about my best ever class i encounter with for the past five years okie...they are my secondary classmates...i can say i spend about 1/3 of my life time with these dudes...okie..hahaz..they bring me fun for the past five years...even though we were separated to differents schools...but the fun they bring to me still continues...hahaz...

okie our chalet started on 10 oct n ended on 12 oct...even though it was a short period of time but i was as fun as we usually had in chalet...mayb much more fun this time okie...

okie this goes like that...erm i checked in at ard 4pm like that...with my family members...i was quite shat as i waited till six plus no frenz came...n u noe what i waited till i fall asleep hahaz...erm den steph came at 8 plus when i was still asleep...okie...erm u did ask my family not to wake mi up but dunno why i juz wake up hahaz...okie i were to say i am very very very the tired okie...hahaz...den yj my mh came....not long wx came...i gonna use short forms cuz to lazy t o type so many names...i decided to ask my bro n his frenz sebast to stay okie...n lucky they stay...we got loads of fun okie...one thing i gonna say to steph u are really poor thing...cuz she was being bully by sebast n wx on the first night...haiz i beg she perspired a lot n she liked it...erm i mean she's running ard chasing sebast...n she gonna smack him to death...hahaz...not really that serious...hahaz...n okie okie my ex crush came late at night when he was expected to be there at 7 plus...okie....this made mi to see u even more less hours okie...hahaz...jus kidding not my crush anymore...if he sees this...i'm sure he is happi okie...hahaz...okie that night was rather bored cuz nothing to play erm we were there juz to chat okie...

den second day...early in the morning was a few girls sleeping or steph mic n i went to sleep...erm i was damn sway that day okie...steph shld know why...hahaz...okie okie...erm that not important...my dear ex crush went home at three plus four i was damn sad can...cuz no more personal chef like last year le...hahaz...but this year became my bro...hahaz...erm second day wasn't much things happen but for certain things i'm quite surprised...really surprised...and i will tell myself never ever judge a book by its cover okie...i tell u...steph shld know why regarding certain ppl de...okie okie...oh oh oh..still got one thing nv forget was the moment that steph was smash by thise delicious choco peppermint cake...nice lorx...but end up smashing and buai onto her face...poor girl...anyway juz gonna let u know there will be a second round okie okie...so be careful...look out during the period on ur b'dae...juz a warning first okie...

okie i think that shld be all that i can say...erm no photos...but u all can imagin it larx...hehez...thank for all the memories dudes...

2007-10-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

hahaz...i noe if i not going to update my blog...my dear girls..are gonna kill mi for that...hahaz...okie okie...today is sat...erm i just ended my chalet marathon not more than 24 hours...okie i can say that it was really really really very fun...even though not much photos were taken to retain our smiles n oso those happening things...but those memories just can't erase from my mind...hahaz...

okie the chalet started on monday 8 oct okie...that was organized by my poly friends...okie...almost half the class went...i'm very happy...hahaz...i went there late n i gonna make nish also late just becuz she waited for mi to go together...but this didn't make us miss any fun in the chalet...hahaz...okie...firstly we have of bbq indoor den we shifted out to the outdoor bbq pit...and i think that was the time we have load of fun...while having to start fire...erm there was loads of lame jokes man contributed by jiayu n yunfong...n oso games larx...den at a later night ester had order some alcohol...erm daniel was drunk like hell larx...they name him as one pokemon character...i dunno how to spell okie...

den next day at night was erm we girl ourselves wen tout for drinking at the beach...same same...gemes were not left out...neither cam whore was being left out too...hahaz... erm my first punishment was siao larx...half a can of alcohol but that's okie for mi larx...cuz i can take it...erm den went to ESCAPE THEME PARK to cam whore there...hahaz...erm that's was the time to show off my cam skills hahaz...kidding...erm when playing DA di...they very bad larx...keep on sabo-ing silvia into many forfeit...poor girl...(i think there are actually still a lot of things to say but to lazy to type so much...)

hahaz...about was my memories with TP RMT T01(2007) class chalet...

2007-09-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

okie it's been quite sometimes since last blog due to my pressurize by somethings...erm now okie le...

okie this blog should going to be a long one...cuz i'm going to blog from my start of exam till now...

exam period 24 Aug --- 30 Aug...
okie that was a stress period for me because of my stupid exam...and i studied quite hard for certain subs...hahaz...rare to listen to cherlene is studying at that period of time...i may look nerd as in always study in real I'M NOT...hahaz...finally is over...but i think i'll get flunk for some of my subjects...haiz...

okie on the 30 aug...was my last paper...it was also Amira's b'dae...that was a fun n memorable day for her...backrow amplifiers celebrated for her, we prepared flour for her...okie at first it was pouring of water then, pouring of flour...okie i admit that i not into such fun so i ran away hahaz...erm next time i try to make myself high...and i'll get ready with clothes...so can join in the fun...okie...den we had our lunch at kfc...den we went to PS...for the movie---> hairspray...it's darm nice lorx...i like this kind of movies...hahaz...before that backrow amplifiers had eventually spread into groups to have their fun time...so jas n steph n i went to play bball...it was fun after that as we perspired hahaz...sounded lame okie i noe...then after we went home...

den it was sat...a last min called to go CLUBBING...my first time experience was not really very good...i was to say that becuz we are not into such things...okie...we actually went to DXO...the dance floor is darm small...how i wish i could go to MOS...cuz that day was free entry but some where underage...although they are not...hahaz...erm then we torn till six plus together with another group of friends...i reached home 8am...and i had work at 12nn...sianz...hahaz...but still okie lorx...

den it is today le 3 sept...
we to airport first den went to Kbox with via, lia, yf, jy, clar, jas n me...jas went off at four plus cuz she got to work...do u noe one things...i realize the girls have great voice...n mi is CMI de lorx...is cannot make it man...very sad...i think i dare not go sing with them anymore...hahaz...erm then we have dinner at taka food court...den i went to my workplace to get vouchers n i got one stack of topshop vouchers and one stack of G2000 vouchers...sad to say all were given to the girls hahaz...

okie basically these are the days i went through last weeks okie...

2007-08-07T00:22:00.000+08:00

fun day
hahaz in fact i should say that yesterday was fun...i didnt attend pom...and erm hahaz...ya...then backrow amplifiers had lunch together in addition of justin n daniel...hahaz...nish n hidayah was like picking on each other...during our lunch...hahaz...and a lot of things happen after too long n i have short term memory so i had forgotten part of it le...but i will nv forget these guys n ladies had bring mi loads of fun today...hahaz...

2007-08-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

okie, it is only this few days that i started blogging...cuz i'm lazy to blog...hahaz...crap leh...haiz...although there are many things going on...i feel pressurize although it is none of my business...so i now i dun care le...hahaz...say is easy...when come to action is like wao...mission impossible...haiz...i have to get these things out...i should not interfere so much...rreaally i shldn't...hahaz...so i will still stay with my clique. i love them man...they understand me well in someway...thank girls...i once thought one of my girlfriends...sorri i have loads of girlfriends... that i dun wana get too close with poly mates...but now i have so many...hahaz..erm anyway...i just love them man...backrow amplifiers rocks on...hahaz...erm anyway there's nothing much to say today...ya before i forgot...someone @-@ got worse man...so what u all think...pls read the post before this...so u will roughly know what happen...hahaz...erm...hahaz...okie that's all reader...this is what i have it today...hahaz...

2007-08-03T01:22:00.001+08:00

hahaz...we get to see what we are not suppose to see...hahaz..nish larx...my bestie friend's bestie...my babe...hahaz...go oooooopppppppeeeee.....it...hahaz....i also dunno what to say....i juz find that dun judge the book by its cover.....and this is true..hahaz...i will nv judge the person by it looks too...hahaz...i find myself daarn funny...today i watch the show...B project i think...regarding a baby...it was nice...those people....were so cruel...put the baby in a very cold room to kill him to death with another dead body...i cried...cuz it is really very sad...in addition the baby is so cute...haiz...

recently really happen a lot of things...really leh...actually i was not involve...and now...haiz...i shall stop thinking about it...anyway bad to say in this way...it is none of my business...why should i think so much...or interfere too much in them...haiz...why why why...sianz...

my girlfriend going to leave mi le...i really not use to it...and it is nearing...i van't accept the fact...i cried the past few days was partly becuz of that...i gonna miss her man...haiz...everything seemed to go against me...this is fated i know...

my baobeii...

i miss u too...really very long didnt see u le...always miss the chance to see u...juz becuz of projects...or stupid fucking chee bye...work...sianz...i also miss u....i really got a lot of things to tell you...but when i saw you...i will eventually forget what i gonna tell...hahaz...i mis u ....

2007-08-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

i decide to post this...this is to reply my girlfriend...thank you...i know u will always be there for mi...do u know after receiving ur msg after we went home...i was very happy...and i cry for nothing...and u are not suck...u are very good...and i mean u are really very good...at least u will be there for mi...and now after reading ur post i oso cry...mayb i really have choose the wrong route...do u noe that we have actually distance...ever since projects started...and i really gonna MISS YOU...and i mean it..mayb i'm not getting use to it u were not with mi...i hope that we can maintain as last time...i really hope so...and i can't stop myself for crying...

2007-08-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

i'm really sorri...

firstly i'm gonna say sorri to everyone who i have hurt...u shld know who u are... and u shld know the reason why...but juz give me times okie...

i hope that u guys will understand mi...i juz now really siding anyone...i'm only juz there to lend her a listening ear...cuz no matter what we are still classmates...i know u guys may heard of others things...but i juz only wanna accompany her...and i noe that after the problem have solve...i will be neglected...i think i'll be alone...i know the consequence...i juz kind reject a person...i can't ignore the person...although many had asked mi to...sorri...i'm really sorri...

in fact yesterday, i cried till i slept...cuz i'm really too stress...i really dunno what to do...after much thinking...i still choose the route...i still choose to stay with her for the timw being...and i know that u all will distance mi becuz of the particular person...i will accept cuz i deserve it...sorri...i am really feeling sorri to neglect you all...one thing i actually hurt most...haiz...juz forget it...i dunno how to say...

i'm really sorri to the particular person...i may not be with u all the times...but whenever u need mi i will be there...i think becuz of this particular person...i have hurt many people...and having them to get distance away from me...sorry...i juz can't say anything...if u need a listening ear...i'll be there...

this is to my girlfriend...sorri for giving u attitude on that day...i was really confuse...and i feel very sad when u say a few things...i know that no matter how u hate the person...juz forget the person treat that the person is not there...i shld have thold u early that there will be such things happen...and i wanna tell u that i'm not interrupting to their affair...i hope u will know...and i know that u are tolerating mi...so i also wanna thank u for tolerating mi...

this is to my baobeii...i miss u...i got a lot things to tell u...i juz dunno how to sort out my feeling...my confusion...my unknown...my thoughts...i know that u will help mi...but i duno how to tell u or start to tell you...

if anyone of u read such post pls forgive for my language...for my misunderstanding to u...anything...can juz tell mi...i am really sorri to you people...

2007-07-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

haiz...today is 13 july 2007 12.45am...i just wanna say that i'm tired...i dun understand why people working, they can go home so early and i'm also working, my colleagues and i have to go home at 11.30pm...and we are reaching home...12 plus...already midnight...i wanna stop working, but my finance had stop mi from not working...so i just have to bear with it...in addition, now is sales period. i just can't tolerate those customers.Try and Try and Try...non-stop man...i dun understand...i really dun understand...sometimes i also going to break down, but i can't...cuz is not worth it...den today i got to thanks my two girlfriends to come down visit mi...they brighten mi up when i was tired...although it was a short period of time(5 to 10 mins) but i still appreciate it...thankx girls...

okie i shall not type so much...i shall upload some photos during our trip to marina square together with michelle, mabeline and steph...on monday 9 july 2007

ya i think that all for todayy...i'll upload more if my friends n i still have taking pic freak hahaz...

2007-07-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

let have take alook at our picture taken during drea's hse...o

2007-07-04T00:09:00.001+08:00

wao that's was long after the last post hahaz..

2007-06-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

2007-06-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

yes...i'm looking forward for our so called mini class gathering lorx...manage to ask most of our classmates go...hehez...i feel very sad...baobeii i got alot of things to tell u...did i really change so much??? i really wondered...can u guys tell mi how much i change...from bad to worse...i am very confuse about my life...hahaz...sounded so wrong larx...bao beii i really wanna find time to chat with u... i think we shall chat at our lao di fang...that's the only place we can stay there for so long to chat lorx...hahaz...sometimes i just wanna tell my baobeii...that i'm different from ur frenz...thiings like true or dare that u played with them...i may not like it...sometimes i will want to tell u...i just had different character from them...i'm sorri...it's difficult for mi to act like some of ur frenz...like the way they treated u...the way u all have enjoyed urself...i'm really sorry...i'm too selfish to have such mindset...sorri i'm really sorry...

*sorry for the reader...basically this post is more to my baobeii...

2007-06-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

hahaz...it's going to be the end or our school term le...i realised that i still can't click well with my classmates...i don't understand...i really don't...will it be like what steph had said before...age gap...i dunno...most probably...sometimes i feel quite fun being with them, sometimes i feel that i'm being isolated, sometimes i just feel that i'm being irritated by them...haiz...what should i do??? i shall let everything take place by itself...

updated by cher...
time: 1017pm...
date:02june2007 saturday

2007-05-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

haiz...i dunno is good or not good...

i started...to like girl more and more...but when i see a guy in my course...i will say he look like him...but stephy...say no...hahaz...my eye candy...hehez... i think is this words...hahaz...but i can tell the whole world that we can only be friend...my life seemed to be black and white...no life man...hahaz...not i despo...how i wish there is a person to be there by my side now...hhaahaz...my soul will olways be there by side...hahaz...i dunno really know wat to say...but i juz wanna say that my feeling started to fade off...so is great lorx...hahaz...nxet tmie tehn up laod mroe pohto lorx...next time my words will be mix up...hahaz...if u all can read easily not...hahaz...i read from somewhere as long as the first letter and the last letter remain the same...if u are human u can read it...hahaz...that all for my today update...see u guys soon...i miss u all...(5N1_:p)

2007-05-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

hahaz this time is i myself blog le...not someone else who blog the wrong thing...i always tell myself to blog everyday but ended up no...sianz...sorri too...i know people will seldom come to read my blog...so mostly i dare to write out my things...

long time no blog...i have loads and loads of things to say...

on 18 may 2007, it was my school cnn day...felt happy n guilty too...for not staying to the end to help out in clearing...sorry friends...

i realized something after my apel lesson on wednesday... i do really feel left out in some ways... same to here... i really needs friends... i have a feeling that all my surrounding friends is getting distance away from me...i dunnno why pls dun ask... what had i done... my attitude..???pls tell mi...it will helps mi alot...

baobeii...after reading...some of ur posts...i really realize that we can no longer be the same as last time...i can feel the happiness of u being with ur classmates...that's good for u...i hope they will keep u occupied...sometimes i do feel that i am neglecting u...sometimes i feel i am being neglected...i feel like crying but my tears juz dry up...

i am unable to say my feeling out...not even to the closest friend...i'm sorry

sign in
20 may 2007
12.38am.
by
cherlene

2007-04-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, just here for a very short update. School have started, its kinda alright. Lecture & lecture & moreee lectures. hah. Next week will start tutorials officially, well, guess it will be time I get to work with my new classmates. hmm. I have to get use to them, I guess. hah.

Anyway, my comp's down at this point of time, so yea, really sorry for the lack of updates. Haha. I seriously miss using the net, but sigh. So ya, thats all for my really short update. hah. So do take care peeps. Keep tagging & dont let it dieeeeeee. lols. (: till the next time. TATA.

OH WTF, STEPH UPDATED AT THE WRONG BLOG!!! SORRY! URGH.

finally i blog again...

2007-04-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

wat the fcuk...wanna log in oso very the difficult leh...muz have dunno wat google acct...wat the hell...so troublesome...leh...hahaz anyway it's okie le...hahaz...

2006-10-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

i seem to have a lot thing to complain but i don't wanna got into anything...
i decicde to keep it to myself...unless i really can't... i noe that i can't expect to much things...
sometimes things cannot be...everything is all fated...
for example...if u like someone...love cannot be force...
another example... if ur frenz dun seem to be in a good mood...try to understand them...
last example... if u are too stress with ur work...try to organise everything well...

last few days i am not happy with a lot of things...my work my surrounding... i choose not to care...
if i care about it there will be a lot of trouble...

2006-09-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!!

finally my prelims over le...but i realized that i am regretting for not studying hard for my prelims...erm i muz jia you jia you lorx...
there r things in this world that we can't control...
example... a person's temper...we can only tolerate or dun care...we can't scold that person...
erm another is the person's attitude...of everyone knows that different people have different mindset...but we muz learn to face the reality of other's people's attitude...we can't control them too...
next we have three kinds of people in this world...
one----->is those who wants to win, to overtake others...
two----->is those who dun care...i juz care for myself...i dun wanna compare myself with others...everyone
has their own ability...
three--->is those who think they are a failure...no confidence in themselves...due to surrounding influence...
so we must help them...
okie that's all i wanna say...
it is a very boring blogging...i admitted...okie updates another day...bye take...care...

2006-08-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

haiz...it has been a month plus since i last blog le...recently i think i moodswing everythings seem to go against me... this makes me vey sad... today is sunday le... tuesday is my advance paper...
i cant memorize all those pojnt...
i am so useless...
there are thing i choose not to tell you all becuz everythings lies on you...i did not want to change their mindset juz becuz of that small little role...we shld learn to accept criticism n learn to accept the facts in this world...nothing in this worl wil goes as smooth as u think.. there are son many things happen in these two weeks which makes mi feeling high n most of the time low...
i choose to say too the blog becuz blog is my best frenz...but in most of the time i choose to keep it to myself...in fact i am contradicting myself...i know myself well then anyone ...and i realize that i hate the word - contradicting - when i am contradicting myself... is becuz i looked on both sides... yes i mayb too bias at times... but rmb...things will not change becuz of you...things will always change becuz of everyone...pls accept the fact...CHERLENE...okie...i will... i will take the words in my heart soul...ppl reading myb thinking...who is typing this msg... this msg is type cherlene's soul...she is the only person who knows cherlene more than you guys...hahaz...a person who is no confidence in everythings. this has made her to be so lonely in class...i seemed to distance so far from them... i had the feeling of this...but i have to accept the fact...
THINGS WILL NOT CHANGE FOR YOU...
IS YOU WHO HAS TO CHANGE FOR THE ENVIRONMENT...
make this clear to everyone... so i will learn to change for the environment....

board by: cherlene's soul
on 27 aug 2006
10.39pm

2006-07-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

it's been dunno how many weeks since i last updated lorx... so sianz... i recently realized that he been avoiding me... i hate that feeling... but i try to hack care... as... mock-prelim is juz 11 days ahead... so i decided not to care... haiz... i am really that sianz... i am simply living a world of white... hahaz.... no larx... i juz cant stand without u ... no larx.... i juz talking cork... hahaz... i hope that time will return to the pass... stop at the time when only the two of us there... i hope that the outcome is juz wat i wanted... i really hope that... anyway aiya suan le... i juz got no interest in others can le larx... hahaz...

anyway thankx for ppl put there spending ur time reading my piece of crap... hahaz...

tingting_gal updated this on 10 july 2006 at 7.35 pm... hahaz...

2006-06-13T19:45:00.000+08:00

haiz so sianz man... today is 13th june2006... and i haven finish my english hmk... so sianz... infact i didnt noe...wat to wrong... msg the person today so long then reply... i'm goin to come out with my composition le... hahaz... i'm so happy lorx... but sianz larx... haiz... like a person is so haiz...dunno how to say... msg the person so many times juz wanna let the person noe i like this person but dare not... haiz... tian ah... qin ni jiu jiu wo bahx... hahaz.... sianz sianz... why nowaday the guys are mu tou lorx.... wood... si ban de... haiz... sianz...

2006-06-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

It is true that i couldn't believe...

Yeo Hui Teng has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Yeo Hui Teng is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Yeo Hui Teng has a tendency to put things off, Yeo Hui Teng procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Yeo Hui Teng will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Yeo Hui Teng is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Yeo Hui Teng basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Yeo Hui Teng's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Yeo Hui Teng slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Yeo Hui Teng can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Yeo Hui Teng is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving herself about it. Often, Yeo Hui Teng's opinion of herself is different than those around her. This trait gives Yeo Hui Teng the ability to deny anything that does not agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Yeo Hui Teng not to face some reality in her life at this time.

Yeo Hui Teng is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Yeo Hui Teng is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action. Because Yeo Hui Teng feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Yeo Hui Teng reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through. Yeo Hui Teng has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Yeo Hui Teng desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier. Yeo Hui Teng has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person. She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Yeo Hui Teng doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Yeo Hui Teng can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

2006-06-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

hahaz i'm here to blog... de...

F--- larx... sorri i seldom scold vulgarities in blog... i am realli angry with mu bro's f---frenz... say want to come for his b'dae party then all end up didnt turn up i reaalli darm angry lorx... erm i need to relax myself... but i cant... anyway so happy for stephy... she got her work out le... so very happy lorx.. if not she goin to be fustrated again... horx... steph... dun tell mi u dun... hahaz... anyway congrads to all art students who had finish the composition le... okie next week my turn le lorx... hahaz... very anxious... so gonna end her and watch world cup liao... only sixteen plus minutes ger had score 2 and crc 1 le... very excited to see which win lorx... anyway this time round is all haiz cheat de bahx... past four yrs Referee (sorri dunno how to spell) oso cheat...ca yu de...

2006-05-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

long time no blog le.... hahaz..
it has been quite sometime since my last blog hahaz...
haiz...wondering where's my prince...hahaz...
in front of me???? hahaz...
no larx...
today is 29 may 2006.
i had my 'o' lvl chinese, cannot say tough cannot say easy...
it is juz normal... glad that one of the question i had done before...
can said to be exactly the same... poor classmates rebecca... not enough time to do her checking
on dictionary... wish she will pass lorx...
if not she gonna take another time end of the year...
of i wish everyone who take the 'O' lvl Chinese today will pass their paper... so end of the year
will has on subject less... all the best guys...
hahaz...
i dream about him on fri morning shld be ard four plus five hahaz... that was a nice dreamz.. hahaz. wish it will come true... it had been 4 yrs le... wondering if he knows that not... hahahz... anyway everything is fated de larx... i dun expect too much from him and from mi... it will be a great challenge for mi if we are together... but i am willing to take the challenge...
anyway jux wanna tell him i will not take the first step too... hahaz...
myb end of the year i will... be more confidence on myself when comes to end a the year... i am looking forward to this day...
nov22... or mayb after that... hahaz...
tthat all i wanna say.... bye bye.. tataz...take care everyone...

i wanna hold you...

2006-05-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

Hahahaz... HE"S BACK LE...

no larx...
juz mis him xia...
pai seh xia...
so bu yao lian horx...
hahaz...
end of my blog...
stephx and von muz be sianz..
so little is updat oso okie..
hahaz...

2006-04-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE U MUMMY!!!

today she bought mi the hp i wanted long ago...
i feel very bad/guilty... becuz it is very ex...
haiz...
now feeling very bad...
she realli dote on mi...
and i everytime say she is bias...becuz she dote more on my siblings...hahz...den she now bought for mi...i realized that she is not bias... i am juz too childish for that thought....haiz...but she huz wants mi to be happy that what she wanted to see mi having everyday...okie that all for the day le...
tataz..
bye bye...
thankx for reading my bloggy...

2006-04-29T06:09:00.000+08:00

i think i dunnno how many months didnt blog le....sorry to let u all wait to see my personal things lorx... hahaz...
haiz... dunno why i fall for him even more le... as the day passed i will think of him even more when i cant see him....hahaz...
his b'dae is coming le... dunno what to buy for him leh...hahaz....
haiz...
what will a gal buy to a guy a for his b'dae..give mi ideas... leh.... hahaz.... sianz lorx...

2006-03-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

I turn 17th on 15 march 2006...

it had been a few months... and i now then came to blog...sorri guys... sorri for waiting to read my blog... sorri... hahaz.... okie now is still holiday... putting my work aside and come to blog... hahaz... let mi talk abt this week onli... as i forgot a lot of things le... hahaz... for the past few months de...

monday 13 march...
gonna go to school chinese oral and then later on i went to art... for my composition... i'm glad wat i am going to do... MY TREE OF LIFE... things that represent myself... oop i say it out... is copyright de worx....hahaz... den i went home... ard six plus i met up with yp and i bought a bag... i lurve it so much...

okie that was my beloved bag... hahaz... see it for urself... hahaz...was it noce give comments larx...

okie larx...
this week is kindled a short week but i got lots of things to share with u all... so muz bear with it...

is tuesday... 14 march
hahaz...woke up late... then start to pack my things before checking in for chalet...hahaz...
den we met up at 2.30 my hse downstair... william had reach early and he msg mi but i received the msg after i met them and i let him waited dunno for abt 5 to 10 mins hahaz...
den we had to wait for my aunt to come and bring the foods and others stuff go... and ended up mi n stephx got to go first and left yj and william to go find ben and they took 58 to the pasir ris interchange and then 354 to the resort haahz... sorri guys... that night actually happen a lot of things be going to continue again later on... gonna post this up first...

TO BE CONTINUE...

i really miss them

2006-01-15T03:15:00.000+08:00

I REALLY MISS THEM

now is 3.16 am ... i am here to tell everybody that...later i am going work...at nine...
and today is my last day with my colleagues... and i started to miss them...how how tell mi how...
juz wanna to tell them i cant bear to leave them...and i will miss them badly..
although we juz get to noe not long then three months.. but it seemed to be we noe each other very long le... we noe each other from 24.10.05 at 2.00pm
this was the time i report... and i am late... i had my clothes dirty... haiz so suay...but is alright...i had Casin who dotes on mi alot... i had shuzhen, charo and huiyu to chat with me all the time... i had salim, xian hui, jun qian to play with mi all the time... i had a understanding sio ying...i had a quiet but lame ah yong... i had a very noise richard... i had a nagging auntie..but is all for our own good... lastly i got one newcomer...who didnt really chat with her alot... hahaz...i reallly miss them ... hahaz i almost forgot...i oso got a brother who works with mi...today is ours last day...haiz so miss them... i really miss them so much... but becuz i am a slow learner...so got to quit to concentrate on my school work lorx...gonna say till here update later lorx...
still later me is going out with shu zhen to shop shop and eat eat...

2006-01-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG LE... AND I AM HERE TO BLOG

wat to do...nothing...juz stone and then later at five gtg to work...
wat to do nothing...no choice...anyway i decided to concentrate on study lorx...
hahaz...my phrase of the day is wat to do hahaz...so idiot lorx...sianz lorx...

2005-12-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

100% passes...

onli get 5 points...but i will not brag out like my frenz...regardless of pri...or sec...
"a cup of tea"hmmm...smell nice....but mayb is use in other way....
no wonder i get onli 4 for my eng...
tat the reason my frenz can get 1 for eng...
and i m here to xia suay myself...
hahaz

hahaz...is alright for that...i am not so bragging...

does this shows that i am flirt...???

2005-12-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

haiz...so sianz....15 days of wrk...onli 2 days rest for mi...nvm...is alrite...erm...today....my colleages all siao le...how muz help mi worx...i kana influence by them...how??? anione can gib mi solution mahx...haiz...today Salim's bossini fren...named NICHOLAS... going to transfer to boon lay...there to work le..den he very sad lorx...den Salim asked mi to go know a guy named dunno is GARY or GAVIN... dunnno larx.... den later asked mi to go know a guy who is a neew comer for bossini de...17yrs old...quite cute...this was all during our lunch time larx...

we oso went to GIODANO...Salim oso wanna knew a guy there...but fail to...cuz dunno Y...???
but today i saw his name tag...his name is FELIX...hahaz...den i said to that guy...saying that Salim wanna know u...

the two BOSSINI guys n the GIODANO guy...was cute...and actually wanna know them so can get discount....but horx...i cannnot socialize well leh...hahaz...so sad....

but i am happy to work here cuz everyone treats mi very good lorx....

nv to forget to introduce one of my colleages...he is a newcomer...named JUN QIAN...but dunno why...Salim always called him NICK...becuz of NICHOLAS ... hahaz... a 17 yrs old guy quite cute oso....but i still get to bully by them sometime lorx...hahaz so sianz... wat an unfortunate life i have...

got to end here tell u more next time...

sHatteRed23
updated on 3.12.2005
time11.44pm
day is on saturday

my days in ngee ann U2

2005-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

hahaz...since i had entered U2...i had loads n loads of fun...with my colleages' accompany...i am not bored at all...and i started to like them...hahahz...joke that i can't forget in my life is that i ask a customer...

i knocked on the fittig room's door...asking...mdm...what color do u want for ur pink skirt...my "daddy" one of colleage -- Salim...was there packing and he heard that...he teased mi unti now...
actually i wanted to ask is that...mdm...what size do u want for ur pink skirt...(juz to confirm with her again)...haiz...till now still get tease...

when i was off for two days...a lots things happen...i had missed it...what a rare chance...that i had missed... a guy works in bossini...hahaz...was known to be a gay to us....juz becuz he came to find Salim...hahaz...still got do u know what is his name...--->"NICHOLAS TONG"

still got a lot...dun stop reading....

then i had not see the guy before... i am so curious to see the guy... but what is he ending... is that they kept saying i like him...what a joke...that i had laugh till i had a stomach-ache...
den everytime i wanted to see him...but i had always miss the chance...

one day i went to the shop to see him ...den he was not there...he went for his lunch...

but today i had saw him... finally...He was quite cute...erm then i went back...to my shop...
Salim asked mi how much will i give to his appearance ...over 10 i gave him 8...den this time round...i wanted to hear his voice...little did i expect...he came to our shop and i was at the entrance tidying up the table and i heard his voice...hahaz...so happy...but i dun like him...
Almost forgot the part that Salim... had wrote my name n bossini guy name on the side cardboard...i hate so much... Salim... told mi that i cannot hate him if not i will fall for him...so i like him as my daddy... hahaz...

End of my story...tell u more about my story tomolo lorx...

sHatteRed23
25.11.2005
10.53pm

many weeks of stories

2005-11-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

last five days of oct…

my class had happened numerous cases
of misunderstanding within frenz…
unhappiness things…
this had included mi myself in it…
I kept that I my heart..
but decided to say it out…
to let everyone noe howi feel…
so that they an understand mi more…

I had started working in U2
on 24th oct…
I didn’t went to skool..
juz becuz that was my first to
report to work…
yeah,,,
I get to noe quite a lot of different ppl…

starting fr0m 1st nov…

hahaz…quite happy working in U2…
I am getting to know the ppl…
there weell.
many difference kind of ppl there…
we have our SIC to quite friendly…sometime to be MAD
we have our two senior to be sometime good sometime quite mean…
we have our cashier quite siao siao de…
we have an attachment colleage to be quite quiet during working…
but I am the onli person who chat with her quite a lot…
then I have another malay colleage wo always bulllied mi…
he together with another guy…juz elder than mi one year…
who slaack whenever he works…
we have another colleage who is an aunty..who
was very hurry in everything she does..
cannot relax for an second…
another part-timer who I dunno her quite well…

hehez…all this things can end here…nothing special really happen…
I will update with u all my daily cycle…

tataz,,,

sHatteRed23_gal
11.11.2005
2.12a.m

3 sept 05

2005-09-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

hehez long time didint blog le.... i will talk abt this week things bahx... almost everyting i had forget le...

29 aug...

i think nothing special had happen bahx....
only that i know i forgot to bring my physics books to school...
so suay....

30 aug...

erm ant remember le....
stay in school for time practice....
social studies...i dunno how to do leh....

31 aug...

teacher's day celebration...
when home early....
a lot of ex-students came back....
the performance is nice especially the graduating class... students... have performance no bad....
the last performance is nice.... their dance is very cool... fast n steady...

1 sept...

is a public holiday....
i went to work with my aunt...
eat someting wrongly.... not feeling welll...
stay at my aunt hse.... so my granny can take care of mi....

2 sept...

i stay at my aunt hse to rest....
didnt go to school....

3 sept....

so far now nothing had happen.... so nothing much to say l0rx....
sianz n-level coming on mon le.... have started my revision.... very scared.... but scare oso no use.... if i didnt study lorx....
pray hard.... pray hard... that nothing willl happen to mi on monday n tuesday.....

sHatteRed 23 updated on saturday 3 sep....2005 2.07 pm

24 aug 05

2005-08-25T08:05:00.000+08:00

hahaz yes is me... today is also a tiring day... have to stay back after school for time practice for the n-level lorx... so sianz... yesterday n today oso the same haiz realli very sianz lorx... hahaz today have nothing much happening lorx.... the joke of the day is that our humans teacher darm funny lorx... in the mid of our lesson the visualiza ( sorri i dunno hw to spell) does not work well mahx... den she at there laugh.... why we laugh ... the reason is becuz the laughin of her is darm funny lor... hahaz...den after school we have fun time eating orange... at first everyone does not 1 to eat orange becuz it seem spoiled... after hearing our classmate that the orange is sweet we started eat there... den there are seeds... we juz happily spit on the grow... we thought of letting it grow but we noe that it is impossible... hahaz anyway it can say to be a happy but tiring day...okie i wll update on u tomolo if i am free...tataz

23 aug 05

2005-08-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

this two days i hav not been blog... i have taken back almost all my prelim papers except eng n art... not quite happy with my result... i have failed my humans but that is alrite i am afraid of my eng ... i can't afford to fail this important subject...

i hav nothing to do so i came to blog... one things that i m glad is that i hav finish my art... so happy....i m too idiot...cuz hahaz i suan my frenz on friday that i can go home after my last paper which is art... while thay can't go home... so bad of mi huh... hahaz that alll i have to say... so i will come n blog another day le worx...

a tiring day

2005-08-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

haiz sianz... today is quite a tiring day...why do i say that...becuz...early in the morning...i actually wake up at six den sleep again haiz... late to meet my frenz...luckily she not angry hehez....
den we went to kbox...okie lorx...i didnt sing a lot of songs...cuz i am not a good singer...hahaz den got one guy who works there darm funny lorx... kept lookin at my frenz... hahaz...den the way he talk very funny tooo... but anyway he is still a outgoing guy...n oso a good waiter...
den we went to shop... hehez...actually i nv thought of working with my frenz since i am with them so i work too ... hahaz is a good experience of giving brochures hahaz... den i said wrong thing to my frenz n cause her to angry so bad of mi... sianz...haiz... anyway thankx her being my frenz although she is still angry...

*thankx for being my audience...if can be my consultant too...after readin is...u can give mi advices or ur thought to this...comment too...thankx...anione oso can...even if u dunno mi...